Valeris

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    Time. LOL; I am one of the most impatient people history has ever seen, especially when it comes to long-term waits. This is for reasons to complicated for me to get into right now, especially as the caffeine in my latte is wearing off. I knew I should have ordered a venti... LMAO. Acceptance is another thing I am bad at. But you in the worry thread are right- it is useless. Hope is important; one of my ultimate authorities, the Bible, says so itself. *puts on Avril Lavigne's CD Let Go* It is nice to have someone to share these internal questions with instead of going in endless circles in my mind, trying to get to sleep. Thanks. :lol:

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    Did it sound like I was accusing you of being manipulative? I meant nothing of the sort; it is the Romulan in me. And I believe that I am being myself. I certainly never talk this deeply with anyone other than a friend I know, who shall go unnamed, but who has helped me through some of the most difficult emotions times.

     

    You know, I just realized something ironic. This is the thread about worry, and I am worrying whether or not everyone here will think I have gone over the edge due to these last few posts. STOP IT!!!!! :lol:

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    Thank you, Jeanway. I realize how lucky I am to have such good friends, although it saddens me that mostly the only people I can get close to are names and ideas on a screen. I am just on that horrible journey called puberty where everyone (I think...) wonders where their place in the universe is, and maybe, what is the point to life? And maybe, someday, the terrible, yearning emptiness will go away. Who knows what the future holds? In the meantime, I rely on my internet friends and especially on books. Getting lost in other peoples' emotional dilemmas is much better than real life. :lol:

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    I do not know what to think. Like my little star smiley thing says, currently I am in a pensive mode. That generally happens after social gatherings (eg: tonight's football game). I see all the shallow people interact and I think, "What is the point?" What is greatness? I know it is a horrible attitude to have, but I cannot yet help my feelings. But I will try the "STOP IT" thing... I cannot do it right now because my sister in sleeping on the couch behind me, but thank you for the advice.

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    Despite the fact that I am a Christian, and thus believe that evil will be defeated and I will live eternally in paradise, I must say that I do often have very little hope. I find myself wondering that if I am just going to heaven anyway, what is the point of even being born in the first place? The time that the Earth will exist, and has existed, is so short compared to eternity. Why did God one day in the midst of eternity decide to make Earth? What is the real point to life? Eternity, to me, is a terrifying concept, though I am certain that I will spend it in heaven. What is the point of waking up each morning? Very little is stopping me from jumping off a cliff.

     

    You know, Jeanway, I actually like all the psychiatric posts you make. I will not deny that I probably need a counselor and in the meantime, this helps. I can put my raw emotion into words, which always helps. Besides, none of you know me in person (expect for TSonofvulcan, who rarely comes here anymore), so I am more confident in expressing ideas without the tension of face-to-face. Familiarity scares me.

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    I worry. I worry 26/7. It is useless yes, and i am tried to stop and semi-succeeding. I can only succeed when I put myself in one of those I-do-not-give-anything-about-the-multiverses mode, and then I am usually depressed because I think, "We are all just going to die anyway." How about some suggestions for stopping worry?

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    So many chips... so little time... I voted for spicy, but I like so many chips! Salt and vinegar, sour cream and onion, original, BBQ... And do not worry about the lack of sleep thing; I am going to that too. Not that I mind- I produce my best works at around two am...

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    Beam me up, Scotty... oh wait, wrong conversation. LOL

     

    Here is mine: you raise your hand in class and add a contribution to the topic the teacher is discussing using an example from Star Trek. I actually mentioned STF once when I raised my hand in science to respond to something about perpetual motion. For most people, that cemented my total geekiness. For me, it was a score for geeks and Trekkies everything, because the teacher loved it!

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    Would you Humans still be around. Im sure the Romulan Empire would of destroyed you by then.

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    ^So true!

     

    I find portrayals of a world that far in the future are always just plain stupid. Generally people either make it not advanced enough or do some idiotic evolution thing (I am very anti-evolution). Wait a few millienia, or time travel, and see what happens!

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    If it were up to me, the Romulans would completely conquer the Federation and the Klingons, but then that would totally ruin what Star Trek is all about (Federation-biased, little...). In other words, exactly what Tal Shiar 8472 said. Also maybe something starring all my favorite characters, though they would have to be separate movies since have these people hate each other or live at different times- Spock, Valeris, Wesley Crusher, Julian Bashir, Mackenzie Calhoun...

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    It would have to be the assassination of the Romulan Senate in Nemesis. I started crying before the movie even got to the sad part! But when one of the central government bodies of your planet is completely annihilated... what can I say?