cptwright

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  1. well as you see my answers i guess your little thing is somewhat accurate, although im not sure about what to think of the sea, and coffee.

    but the colors, oh my god, well will was one of my best friends growing up, havent seen him in a long time, but i still think of him as one of my best friends. yellow, and gree, well i guess thats self explanatory, red, yeah i do love her, always will. white, esther is my aunt, she is only a couple of years older than me, and she is my closest aunt, we talk often, and shes more like a sister than my aunt.


  2. SORRY, CPTWRIGHT, I DON'T KNOW YOU AND HAVE NEVER READ ANYTHING YOU HAVE WRITTEN TIL 10 MINUTES AGO.  I'VE HAD MONEY AND PROPERTY STOLEN FROM ME BY PEOPLE I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST WITH MY LIFE, I WAS WRONG.  JUST AS NOW I COULD BE AND PROBABLY AM WRONG ABOUT WHAT I SAID ABOUT YOUR RESPONSE.  PLEASE ACCEPT MY MOST HUMBLE APOLOGY KIND SIR.  I SHALL PROCEDE TO THE BASEMENT AND FLOG MYSELF FOR THE REMAINDER OF THE EVENING AS PUNISHMENT FOR MY RASH JUDGEMNT OF YOU.  O.K.?  K EVERYBODY ELSE?

    :naughty: not a problem, just remember not everyones a horses butt. its all good. :laugh:


  3. "restless tonight, because i wasted the light..........if i traded it all,if i gave it all away for one thing, just for one thing, if i sorted it out if i knew all about just one thing wouldnt that be something"

     

    that would be from one thing, by finger eleven. its one of the songs that hit me lately. ill have more as time goes


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    As for Matt: Same goes to you too, bud. I know things may not seem all that great right now, but I know you'll get through it. :laugh:

     

     

    Cure for a broken-heart? If it's truly broken, the love and encouragement of friends (even those on the net :rofl: ) and the realization that sorrow only lasts for a season definitely help, but I'd say God is the greatest mender of a wounded heart.

    your thoughts are quite profound and i hope your right about the season as spring should be here in a few weeks, then summer. summers usually really good for me at least to a point that i love sunny warm days, and they usually make me feel better when my mood is moot.

     

    and indy i did find somebody that i thought was the greatest thing since cars, and then she broke my heart even more, i now have decided to hate women. i wish. :laugh:


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    ^ SOUNDS KIND OF HARD TO BELIEVE

    now why is that so hard to beleive. i do have the letter of apprecation that they sent to my employer, and the letter that i received from my employer commondating me for my actions. its just a common decency thing to do. i know ive lost money, and had it stolen and that is such a crapful feeling, so i try to be accomodating to that notion. just hoping that someday someone would do the same for me. i know its hard in todays world to not be so cynical but occasionaly people do still do good things.


  6. those were both great, and so true, friends, true friends are a wonderful thing, and can help you get through even the worst of times. everyone should be so fortunate to have at least one true friend. ive always said i dont have a lot of friends, mostly aquaintances, but the friends i have are quality friends, and quality always wins over quantity. my buddy rick for example he without any question of time or money gave me a place to stay when i had no place to go, and his kids were great too, always making me laugh, and just plain feel good. its friends like this that make life a journey worth taking.


  7. well LOTB, i grew up pretty much without my father. he lives 3000 miles away from me, in california. i used to go to see him every summer till i was about 15 or 16, he and my mother split pretty much after i was born. for the longest time i really wanted to hate him, he treated me so poorly, hes on his fifth wife now, wouldve been sixth, but the one got smart. he was one of the black sheep in my family. most of my family always, and still do in ways feel sorry for me about my father, he is the reason i didnt join any military especially the marines, hes a marine, and i didnt want to be or do anything that he stood for, but as ive gotten older, especially last year ive learned that im a lot like him, not in the horrible ways but in demeaner and manurisms. i at times wish i did join the marines now, but things work out the way their supposed to, i mean now we actually get along pretty good, and hes not the horrible person i thought he was, or once was. i still cant call him my father, but pops he is. someday you and your father may actually be able to have some kind of dysfunctional relationship, thats not so bad. so hold out hope that he wil come around, or at least that someday you may come to understand eachother more than you ever thought. people get lost, and someday hopefully they find themselves.