cptwright

enemy mine

same here, with the group of friends i hang out with its never clean.

ok i LOVE CARS, AND BIKES. so im gonna give ya both, but too many too list, but heres a sample.

BUEL- THUNDERBOLET XB-12

DUCATI- 996R

YAMAHA- R1

67 GT500 KR

68 CAMARO RS/SS

67 CHEVELLE SS

67 STINGRAY

55 VETTE

427 COBRA NUMERO UNO BABY

LAMBOGHINI DIABLO

FERARRI F-40 AND JUST ABOUT ANY FERARRI

ANY NUMBER OF PORCHES

DODGE VIPER GTS COUPE

and so on and so on and so on

thanks, i cant wait to get out of ny. by april 9th ill be history habibe. gotta love it.

hanging up

likes the borg

yeah i guess so, ive come up with some really funky solutions to a problem. sometimes i just overlook the obvious, others i just cant stop till i figure it out.

the only thing about thunderstorms is my dog hates them, he never had a problem with storms, or gunshots, or any loud noise, till we had a tornado go through here about 5 years ago or so, and since then he runs and hides when they come, boy i cant wait to go to VA, the storms there are worse, and more often i think than here. poor guy.

love the heavy bag. i want a new one that is one of the torso ones, put a face on it and go to town. :unsure: but for crying, hell ive done a lot of that in the last few months, but all in private, i never really let it out in where people can see it. i never let much out where people can see it. there are only a select few that hear my problems, i dont like to air my personal problems with anyone, well except for you people. but this is different. but yeah crying does let a lot out, ive found many a time after sitting losing it, a little while later, i feel a whole lot better.

i love to sit out on a porh anc watch the storms.. they are great to watch, and a beautiful display of the power of the forces of nature.

ddddaaaaammmmnnnnn i couldnt, and cant watch it. uuuggghhhh i cant wait to get cable again and the reruns.

love is unconditional surrender of yourself. you would give anything and everything for the person you love. lay down your life, or simply be there for them in a time of need. this applies to all love, family, friends, etc. but in terms to a "significant other" there is so much to it, and it is definately a spiritual thing, there is physical attraction, and all that, but love looks beyond all that to a persons soul. i have learned a lot about love lately as well. also once your in love, it may change, but never fade, for instance i still love my ex wife to be, but in a plutonic way, i will always be there for her if she needs me to be, she has been my best friend for years, and i will still cherish that part of our relationship. now for the change part, i say it can change, because sometimes due to acts commited against you, you may feel different in ways where you just cant take it anymore and remain on a sensible level of sanity, but you never stop caring for the person. i have also come to the conclusion that ONE TRUE LOVE does not exist, however you may find someone to love, and have it last forever in a beautiful way, but if your heart is open, even after being busted up, you can allow someone else into it, and love them as well, never quite the same as the one before, but a true feeling of love none the less. love is never perfect though, its one of the hardest things to have to cope with in life, while also being one of the most wonderful things. love can put you on such a high that no drug or alcohol can ever compare too, and bring you down so low that you feel like the ants are giants. it can make you feel like you can conquer the world and at the same time make you feel like a beaten down dog. love means putting in the work on a relationship, not just running when the road gets tough, thats just infatuation. i have known love, and almost never wanted it again, but i now hope to find it again someday. for once you have known true love, you can never live without it indefinatley. but then again they say it is better to of loved and lost than to of never loved at all. for a time i disagreed wholly with this, but now i truly feel this is as true as it gets. those who have never loved, are truly missing out on something wonderful. well now i guess ill stop boring you with my philosophy on love, but you asked. :huh:

i tried not to listen to anything my mom said. dont get me wrong i love her very much, but she was and is in ways still quite sheltered from the real world. she's deaf, and went to a deaf school, and really had no life she is always asking me about things, and some things a mother and son should NEVER EVER talk about. just leave it at that. lol

that was great and other than milk i did fine thank you. lol :)

HAPPY ST PATTYS DAY EVERYONE. MAY THE LUCK OF THE IRISH BE WITH YOU

i went with marines, but the nave is a close second almost a tie, because i used to love the idea of the F14s off of a carrier or navy seals. but unfortunately in my younger days not that im old mind you, i hated my father and everything he was, and wanted me to be, i wont get into that but he is a marine, and kept bugging me to do it, so i didnt. i wish sometimes that i did, but here i am.

if i were able i would DEFINATLEY go with the bottle in hand method. just seems like it would be a great way to move. i know ive gotta pack up my stuff at my house, and im loathing just that part of it.

VA here i come. i just talked with my two uncles, and im almost definately moving in 2 to 3 weeks to VA, norfolk. my uncle in NC had a great job offer for me, its gonna be hard for the first month, because of the way pay falls. but after that it should be great. and hopefully ill get the job in july in the fire dept. but i gotta try something, its just to blah around here for me anymore. so i think the sun, sand, and WOMEN :) will be just what i need. but damn, now that its really gonna happen,(barring any financial imposibilities) im nervous as hell. but thats normal i guess, ive been here my entire life.

watching the planes take off and land is awsome. but not as awsome as actually being on it. and also at sunrise or sunset, it is such a BEAUTIFUL sight to behold.

wolverine or colosus are great. cant explain really just like them two the best.

nothing to lose

i had to go wtih season seven. it had sooo much of everything in it. but i love ds9 in general all seasons were good.

THE BEAUTY FOUND IN THE PEACFUL TRANQUIL SETTINGS OF NATURE. AND GREAT FRIENDS, AND THE LOVE OF MY FAMILY.

you know thats great. you seem to be so into your husband and your family, and so happy about it. thats how its supposed to be, and im happy for you that you found that great place in life to be. and may it always be that way for you.

there are a few things about myself i dont like, i definatelywould like to be more optomistic again as i used to be, but i wouldnt really change tht much. because everything i am, and that i will be, is as a result of things being the way they are. i've had goodtimes i've had bad times, but all the times teach me alittle more. ive learned a lot in my life, and i want to continue to learn. so bring on everything as it is, and let me learn from it.