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    im with you chronic. no matter what the ex has done to me, i still care about her, and love her in a plutonic way. im there for her when she needs me, and sometimes shes there for me as well. but i loved her, so i can never not love her. i can never be with her again, but the love different as is it is, will always be there. to me there is no switch to love, you cant just turn it on and off.

     

     

     

     

     

    Hate to be cynical about Love, but there are some people who can turn it on and off to suit their purpose. And those especially skilled at turning your Love off too. B)

    personally i dont think that you can turn it on or off, its just a feeling you have for someone. if someone can turn it on or off, then i dont think they are really "loving" someone. me and lisa are becoming better friends everyday. her boyfriend dumped her in a letter outta nowhere. and i have been there for her to call or go talk to if she needs, she knows i still love her, and she knows that im not getting back with her, just good friends. and i love it, that we can be friends like this. we get along so much better right now than we have in ages, pretty much better friends than spouses. but none the less i love her dearly and always will, just as a great friend now. so true love doesnt just go on and off like a light. IMHO

     

    BTW

    jeanway, yes it does make you feel insane at times. sometimes more than others. :P

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    i dont know. i do know that such as in my case you are much more open. with the security of not "knowing" anybody that your gonna run into anyway. but in a way suppose you would get to know the real somebody in such a case. i do know that i would never let as much out, in the real world, that i do here. i know that someone has piqued my curiosity. and i have found online friends here. seeing this is the really the only place i go online. so i guess its possible.

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    There is someone in here I'd really love to DANCE with :wacko:

     

     

     

     

               

     

     

                   

    so whose the lucky one? ill dance with ya. aanyway SPRING FEVER is called that for a reason, especially this year ITS BEEN A LONG COLD WINTER. i live for the warmth, sun, and fun of spring and summer. i enjoy the night immensley, but the sunny days are where i get my energy from. im like a solar panel. give me a beautiful sunny day and even if it sucks as far as life goes i still feel good. in reverse, give me a good day, but crappy out, and dismal, i feel rathe.......well dismal. as far as insanity goes BEEN THERE DONE THAT....OH YEAH STILL THERE. :laugh: wheres the fun in.............sanity? any way you gotta be a liittle insane to stay sane in this insane world. :P

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    Now listening to "Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald" by Gordon Lightfoot

    EXCELLENT SONG. how about hurricane from bob dylan.

    ive been doin the ol'repeat play on TILL THE DAY I DIE from STORY OF THE YEAR

    EXCELLENT TUNE.

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    theres a lot of great ones, but personally i enjoy mine. so i guess ill have to go with mine. it may be a bit hard to read, after i put in the text, and shrunk it for an avatar it kinda, well is hard to read so here it is.

     

    DO NOT GO GENTLE INTO THAT GOOD NIGHT. RAGE, RAGE AGAINST THE DYING OF THE LIGHT.

     

    rather fitting i think. well for me anyway, and it seems to be working. RAGE on people. :laugh:

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    im with you chronic. no matter what the ex has done to me, i still care about her, and love her in a plutonic way. im there for her when she needs me, and sometimes shes there for me as well. but i loved her, so i can never not love her. i can never be with her again, but the love different as is it is, will always be there. to me there is no switch to love, you cant just turn it on and off.

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    I DEFINATLEY KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. for months i spent so many hours here didnt go to sleep till four in the morning most nights, and just lived here. it'll get better, and then you'll get to a point where you just come to visit for a little bit nightly, or every other night. its all good, your just doin what you need at the moment.

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    yeah love can be a swift kick. but agentj is right. leave it alone, and when your ready, it will find you. and be better than you thought. the harder you look for it, the more your gonna find it in the wrong places.

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    well it all seems to have worked out just fine, we hang out, me justin and carly, and its all good. it was just the were gonna miss you kinda thing. much to my releif. thanks everyone for your input.

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    what a great sond, it is rather uplifting when your down. great choice VBG. well im passing out int eh chair os ill finish latrr

    And you thought you weren't a Country fan... So far most of the Country songs I've uploaded you've liked... Time to admit it, you love the Twang... :thumbs::b-day:

    i'll cop to i love music, you just happen to hit the right country ones :thumbs:

    im still rock and roll at heart, and i guess some punk and hard stuff now. :thumbs: but i'll listen to just about anything. but if you keep it up i guess i am going to have to change what i say about country music; :b-day: