cptwright

YES INDEED. ALL HAIL GOOGLE. :) THANKS AGAIN.

depends sometimes 20min upto a few hours at a pop.

i wish to see both as soon as i am able.

the two best on the disc are 8 and 9 cant think of the names right off hand its out in the truck, but i know the numbers.

oh ok, the whole moving to a new state, and leaving everyone and everything ive known for all my life to start over. that thing. im jsut waitin to sell the house and im outta here. :) and hopefully it'll pay off good.

right now,,,,,,,my bed :) good night.

no not yet, maybe kinda, i guess im gonna have to try to remember to check it out.

not to sound stupid :) , but it is late, but jump wright on what?

i know this is seventies but THE BEE GEES got some great upbeat dancin music.

AUDIOSLAVE IS AWSOME

enemy mine

i agree things dont always have to end in an abrupt manor, but for some reason tahts what happens. i dont remember this movei, what was it about?

im trying now to seize every opportunity given me. im tired of letting them go just to see i shouldve taken the chance with it. life is full of risk, and the biggest payoffs, come from the biggest risks.

well UH i think you hit right on the head. the planned or purposful actions that we take, wether it was pre planned or not, are the most significant in our life. me leaving my wife has had the most impact in my life, changing everything i have known for 15 years radically. but now, it was definately a good thing to do. the second is my decision to move to VA, im not there yet but i already feel the affects. its scarry but great, makes ya feel alive. so something planned, can be the biggests life changing event in your life.

and UH i also was feeling like a peice of driftwood going with life letting it pass me by. i look back now and wonder how i could do that, lifes too short ya really need to take it by the reigns and TAKE IT FOR A RIDE. im learning that now, and i am trying more and more to just have fun with it, while at the same time trying to make positive change, and adjustments in my life now.

i agree on the child aspect UH, when a child trusts you, you better not let them down, that hurts the most. as a child you just shouldnt have to be subject to that kind of disapointment

GOD, lately i definatley know that feelin

its all good.

had a dream (sleeping with the enemy) by roger hodgson. great tune :blink:

well jean i definately get what your saying, gee if you havent noticed my posts, i dont think it gets much more personal than that. i also was an only child till i was 14, i am much of a loner, keep everything to myself at times, this is also my place to just vent and let it out. not a thing wrong with it, everyone needs someplace to let it all air out.    keep it comin :blink:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thanks matt, that means alot coming from you. I feel like sometimes your my only ally here. Sometimes people are lobbing so many grenades at me because of the things I say here. But I also have some encouragement from a few sympathizers, like you Thanks B)

ANYTIME. thats what friends are for.

this morning it was, SLEEPING WITH THE ENEMY, from roger hodgson what was the best thing i heard. thanks to a couple of friends here. havent heard it in years thus the most beautiful thing ive heard today. a song is a very powerful memory stimulator. :blink:

tis a sad, sad world, when you cant trust one you love. trust is the most basic of things to have with friendship or love. and also is the most fragile thing to have. tis so hard to earn at times, and so easily lost. unfortunately i am one of those that always tries to see the best in people, even when its not there. but i guess better that, than a cynical bast**d. thats why i left my wife, i finally came to a point i can never fully trust her again, and thats no way to have a relationship.

im listening as i type, i let it download slowly with my dial up while i slept off my late night. :blink: i love supertramp, and never in a million years would i have guessed it was the lead singer from supertramp that sang this song. its awsome, THANKS AGAIN. I LOVE THIS PLACE. AND YOU PEOPLE. id buy ya all dinner if you were here. B) even if fyou didnt find this song for me i wouldve anyway. BTW how the heck did you find it. i used to look everywhere typed in those lyrics i knew, and typed in had a dream and all that just couldnt find it.

MY GOD THATS IT!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU. RC MARY ME. OH WELL I GUESS ROBERT WOULD NLIK THAT WOULD HE. BUT THANK YO UAND DOC TOO. I HAVENT HEARD THSI SONG IN YEARS, AND YARS. BEFORE I MET MY EX MY GOD THAT BRINGS BACK THE TIMNES. I LOVE YOU.

Nothing because all my music files were lost  :blink:

YOU NEED A SONG, YOU LET ME KNOW ILL EMAIL IT OT YA B)

I LOVE YOU GUYS, IT SOUNDS RIGHT, IM TRYING TO GET IT OFF BEARSHARE NOW. BUT ITS NOTLOOKING GOOD. I HOPE ITS AVAILABLE