BlueCrystal

In speaking further to Daniel I've learn that gasoline with any additives in it such as alcohol tend to breakdown far sooner and is only good for around 90 days but is suppose to burn cleaner.

As a child growing up I wasn't suppose to read any fiction, comic books, magazines, and stories books were taken if my mother found the contents of them not to her approval. My eldest brother was 9 years older than me and married shortly after his 18th birthday. He invited me over to read his sci-fiction books as much as I wanted and took me to see the Star Trek movies and at the time Star Wars too!

 

When I first married Daniel, he was a little disappointed that I was taught to read, but he didn't know me very well when we married. (It was kind of arranged.) Later I told him I studied English at college. Daniel is now very use to my interest in StarTrek and will accompany me to movies and when I was very sick with the Endometriosis and was recovering from an operation he went and bought me every Star Trek book at the local book store. :wacko:

 

I recently returned from visiting my folks in Florida, mother is still very strict about the books she has in her house but dad invited me to watch several movies that featured the flashing of Jack Nicholson's butt. Oh progress, someday I'll have to write and tell them how I managed to get from Ohio to Florida in under 3 hours. :P

I ask my husband this question. Daniel drives a fuel hauler for a living. Currently he delivers disel fuel to truck stops but before that he resupplied gasoline stations. My husband response is that gasoline is good for a year after that you had to dispose of it and nothing you do to it can make it reusable after it gets that old. I hope this helps.

In the 60's I think Darren 1 and Darren 2 were control freaks. No one is going to tell me how to live, cook, or clean in my own home. (I'd use whatever powers God instilled within me.) I would of just whammied him into thinking he was gay and then interduced him to Uncle Arthur and let them go off hand in hand.

In my heart one of fondest wishes is not to hear object talk but that of my dog that I have *mothered* since he was 10 weeks old. In his eyes I see the gentleness of his soul and a yearning to speak within him. To hear but one word from my little doggie son would bring me to tears of joy! "Momma."

I was suppose to fly out to visit my folks yesterday but Frances closed the Tampa airport. I was re-scheduled to fly in on Tuesday night. I still have to pay for a week's puppy care for my dog and I had to tell my husband as he was planning to take me to Dayton airport. Daniel is only home about once a week for 7 or 8 hours so his planning the time to take me was affected and so will his day off. I hope I make it tomorrow as I've never been to their home in Florida. I haven't heard from my parents yesterday or today so I hope that I get a email or something soon.

Yes, I watch cartoons at times. I tend to go to sleep watching Carlie Rose and wake up to Arthur, Dragon Tails, or George Shrinks. I usually only get to listen to the cartoon as I have to get dressed and leave for work.

 

I also still like to color too. I get paid to do it now upon occassion.

I don't need a piece of cardboard to know what the spirits around me have to say and I already know what Satan wants.

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Not all spirits are demonic. Some are quite helpful.

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I agree whole heartedly with you enigmatic_mystery. Some of us are in touch with the spirits and don't have need of a Ouiji Board to connect. I shared a bedroom with a Grandmother that spirit resided nearby her old rocking chair. (My father's mother.) Oddly enough my sister refused to have Oma's chair in her room after Oma made an appearance so I took the chair and hopefully Oma into my room. Then as a child I was also visited by a spirit, (My American Indian Grandmother on my mother's side) called the Death Whisperer. It was just a spirit with a job and didn't mean harm or hurt.

 

Most of the spirits I've encountered are not bad or meaning to do harm. My house has always been open to those that wish to reside here provided that they are of God's design.

I sleep about 6 to 7 hours a night. This past month has been different for me as I took the Lupron shot, I get headaches if I don't get enough sleep. On my days off, I always take a 2 hour nap after lunch.

I used one all the time as a teen-ager but it isn't in the way you think. I was born with one green eye and one blue eye and I was teased quite a bit about it by other children to the point that I would constantly wear dark sun glasses. My father hated the glasses and I would cry when he demand I take them off and refuse to come out of my room. My dad took me to a eye doctor that fitted me with a blue contact for my right eye. I would use the ouiji broad to cover the top of the bathroom sink when I would put my contact len in. As for the occult ideas behind them that's non-sense. I don't need a piece of cardboard to know what the spirits around me have to say and I already know what Satan wants.

I picked Trip. I can't help it, I love his voice. I went down the whole list thinking yeah he's okay. Then when I got to Trip's name, the 'yeah he's okay' turn into YES!!!!!

At first when I read this I thought it was funny. An all boy or all girl school would be great for lesbians and gays but a real drag for the straight kids. In thinking about it probably would have saved some of my friends parents a lot of money and time. My sister was a clothes horse as it was and to imagine her going to school and her demand for clothing would of sent my parents to the poor house.

 

In thinking back on the kids I knew that went to public school it seemed that being educated in a boy/girl setting caused problems.

I'm 5'7" but I tell eveyone I'm 5'5".

Nothing you guys, it was just a shocker to me. All my family have been Republicans for generations. I'll adjust and I won't stop loving him.

I know Captain Jean-Luc Picard. I shouldn't have been so shocked. It happens in the best of families, I won't relate this to my parents when I visit. You see I'm trusting my brother to babysitter my beloved doggie son. I was just so overwelmed with the thought of the many years of knowing my brother, growing up with him, and how much I looked up to him as a child to realize this was almost like a overload!

my dear eldest brother. The brother that is 9 years older than me. The brother that told the third eldest brother not to hang my Barbie dolls in a noose type lynching. The brother that shared his vast secret science fiction library with me that upon occassion my mother would catch me with a book and burn yet he never made me repay him for the loss. The brother that taught me to dream and imagine. My GOD!!! My dearest eldest brother is a Dem o crat!!!!! :(

I do a great deal of the the time. It stems from lack of education to not being able to give Daniel children. I often feel I'm at fault for things I am powerless to change. Daniel says he loves me for me and he didn't marry me for children. I see a Therapist once or twice a month about my feelings and lack of direction. Also I feel like an outcast in our church's relief society so rarely do I go to the class. Life is hard when you start at a disadvantage and just when you think you can succeed you end up training someone and you later find out that they are going to be your boss.

I work for an international company. I've been transferred all over it in the 12 years I worked for them. It's not much money but with each job I do I learn many new skills. Due to my education it's unlikely that I'll ever be promoted. I have Daniel and he makes a good living and someday he may permit me to go back to school.

I was laying on the sofa watching Enterprise like normal dozing as my pain pills tend to knock me for a loop. Anyway, somewhere between being into it and out of it. I believe I heard that Brent Spiner was going to appear on Enterprise. Did anyone else hear this or was this a dream?

This would be a DS9 crew only question :) If that being the case I would eat dinner with Odo, then zip across time and space and have *dessert* with Trip in his quarters of course. :)

I see the underwires that I removed from two of my bras. That or two slinkies that were run over by a car.

None of thee above. I was homeschooled from grade K through 12 then I went to the local college and my major was chosen by my mother.

I eat alone must of the week but on Sunday I cook Daniel a lovely dinner and we eat together and spend our time alone with one another.

At least you know who you are in the dream and you know the people. I have a dream that consist of being in a stange house surrounded by strangers. Okay let me began again with this.

 

In the dream I found myself in a lovely large house and it's a beautiful home I have to admit. I discover I have a husband and several children and they all seem to know me but I don't even know names or anything about them. I am frightened to point this out because if I did I have a feeling they would just laugh at me and think I was joking so I just pretend life is normal.

 

When I wake up I still have their images and the house in my mind and I find myself wonder who they are and why I dream about a family I don't know so vividly. I wonder am I somehow trading dreams with someone and she's having mine?

Carole means Joyous