cptwright

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  1. there is meaning to life, wether you believe it to be all chance and circumstance, nem, or deeper than that. each of our lives bring its own meaning to us as individuals. it is how we live, love, and generally portray ourselves to others. it is how we deal with everyday things, and things that arise unexpectedly. mostly i beleive it is an inner peace and tranquility thing, basically what we need, or want to be content. anything above that is gravy, but after all isnt good, good? after all things dont always have to be GREAT, OR SPECTACULAR be happy with GOOD. i know im still trying to find what i personally was put here for, but i am finding many things in the process of that search, so maybe, just maybe the meaning of life, is the journey we make from birth to death. so make the most of it.


  2. Objects in the Rear View Mirror - Meatloaf

    i love that song. but it saddens me at the same time. i lost my best friend some years back. i knew him my whole life, it was a car accident in california. so everytime i hear that song, it makes me think of him.


  3. I was gonna stay clear of this thread but why not,i have been told that i trust ppl to much and when they break my trust i get hurt,which is true but i still trust ppl just not fully anymore i dont want to get hurt again but in life you still have to try to trust ppl other wise life gets very boring and you end up alone.

    I for one never would betray someones trust its not who i am i like to think this makes me a good person,but trust needs to be earned not bought.

    GOD THAT IS SO ME. i like to see the best in people. and it usually gets me screwed. but alas, i would rather be a nice guy than an arse, such is life i guess.


  4. OH YEAH THERE IS.

    numb actually was one of them for a while especially. actually a few from linkin park. finding myself from smile empty soul. HERES A BIGGIE. ONE THING....FINGER ELEVEN. AND LAST TRAIN HOME, FROM LOST PROPHETS. ive bought soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much music the last year just because so much of it has related to my life, and how ive felt. THE WHOLE evenesence cd, it was all i listened to for a long time. "wake me up inside" thats what i wanted. well the list goes on and on and on and on. maybe ill put up a couple of more later.


  5. No Advice. Trust is one of those things you earn and once its broken its hard to get back. I know that once in a while things happen, but between friends trust is a big thing. I have a newer friend that should be with this one girl. She seems to be great, but she has a butthead of a boyfriend. I would love to hit on her but its just wrong, she is cool, cute, and nice, I hope she hooks up with my buddy some day but till then all I can do is look. Its just not right. Trust is something earned, and sacred. If a buddy broke your trust, make him work for it. Dont just give it back to him. I know im a bit drunk, but its all the same sober or drunk. Trust me I know, trust is somethin that can really hurt when betrayed.